Dear devoted followers and new followers,
I apologize greatly and deeply for my absences, I type this on my phone with forced steady fingers. I’ve been at a Starbucks the past week looking for work using free complementary WiFi. (Too much espresso I don’t know how my sir handles it)
Anyways as you have read from that though I now have a sir and am on my way and journey to be collared, I have so much yet to learn and earn though from him. And it’s time to try my best to related events that have been in the process for the past three weeks. It comes with a heavy price to relay these thoughts out they weighed a heavy burden on my psyche and heart then, and there is no telling how they will effect me now.
It all started when the WiFi went out at home, living in the high desert in the desert means high winds and satellite internet. As the satellite shook the signals became jammed, hardly anything went out the satellite only had two transponders, despite the cable not going out which had five transponders making thw signal very clear. I stood there at home cutoff from the whole world not being able to speak with pupbro or even my ex Thomas (whom I call tommy) when I was able to catch a signal for my messenger I had succumb to happy, but then again sad news for me from him. My relationship with pupbro is strong I truly love and care for him and you can best believe that I would love for him to be my alpha or even my master. He was dismissed and then sometime after he was talking to someone granted dating and it hurt to hear that, because I care so much for pupbro, my mentor, my pseudo master, and my alpha. I digress now though I’m in training from a strong, handsome, wise sir and he in turn is very happy for me and if my pupbro is happy I’ll continue to grow and learn under my sir and show pupbro I am destined for greatness.
That is skipping allot though from what is happening, I had to leave my desert home or else my god mother would be homeless, I and my mother aren’t supposed to live there. If we were found there my god mother would be our of a home so I am now living back at my Whittier home with my step mother. Granted as you all have know or have recalled I caused nothing but problems here because I didn’t know who I was, I took out my frustrations on her, my little brother, and my own father. But I am a new person I will fix the past no matter how long it takes, I can’t lose my family.
Jump back a little to the past and my ex runs into trouble and with me so far from him, I in California and him in Pennsylvania I couldn’t help him. I had beaten myself up for being weak because I couldn’t do anything. Two conversations from him, from my pupbro, and from my mother I got back up and did my best to be there for him despite the distance. He is now doing chemo, and I pray everyday to give him strength I ask all of you to do the same he’s a great man and he has allot to give the world.
Back to the present now I now have a sir, someone I want to make proud to earn his collar and to shout to the world that I will make his and soon be my family and be the best quality pup for him, after evaluation from him to me, and me to him. I can grow with him to better our bodies and for me to become the best pup the world has to offer.
The tartan pup is on the road to greatness. Stay and see.
Sadly the way things are running between the bonds i have made through tumblr I may be gone soon if anything, my family and friends and myself need me I will gladly let this go if it means to devote my time to those causes.